i used to stay at home till i was 17. but after that  i left home for my studies.......but always my emotions go out of control i am not able to understand what is the exact problem with me....when i used to stay with my parents i was so keen to go  to some other place away from home , same boering life but now  i m living exactly the same life i always wished i should but still  I AM NOT HAPPY .........now i  miss my home, my parents, my relatives, my friends.
I come home in vaccations first two three days r fine and again I start feeling same shit of boredem and lack of excitement in life
I know these are my stupid emotios......and u people will find out worthless reading this but still I am not  able to understand what exactly i want from my life